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That’s Why

I’ve resisted for a long time dealing with some things that have taken place.  There are things that some do in the name of “church” (really pride, arrogance, and ignorance) that do nothing to build the kingdom and everything to damage their own credibility.  Why would I address it - why not just let it go?  We do, at C3, let it go weekly (sometimes daily), but every now and then it’s good to be reminded what Pharisees look like and how sinful and delusional their actions and words can be.

A young girl in our church went to a “Bible Study” with her grandmother last week at another church.  At that “Bible Study” one of the pastors of the church proceeded to bash C3 and me.  He told those present that he wasn’t originally going to speak on it, but had to share what was on his heart.  I think the Bible says the heart can be deceitfully wicked and we need to be careful.

He told those present not to read my book, “Barbaric Grace” (a book that to my knowledge he’s never read - however I really don’t care if he reads it, it wasn’t written for him or people like him) and that we had destroyed a church and had stolen money.  Of course, all of these are lies and accusations we’ve heard a million times from a handful of people who used to be a part of the church I pastored.  There is no proof or merit to it, yet they continue to spread it.  So why do they continue to focus on it?  Well, they’re mad.  They’re deceived, and they’re unhappy that the vision of C3 is being realized (a vision of connecting the community with Christ).  That’s why.

It baffles me that some could accuse us of misusing money when their pastor did that habitually - they have no proof for their accusations, we, on the other hand, could have revealed volumes filled with documentation.  It baffles me that they accuse us of being “immoral” in how we “destroyed a club” “church” and they have no proof for the accusations they make surrounding it, but, if we wanted, we could share volumes of proof of immorality and indiscretions from those they’re closely associated with.  Proof they really wouldn’t have wanted to read because they can’t handle that much truth.

The bottom line is this is what happens when a church is built with disgruntled people.  Their mission in life each week is to try to destroy what God is doing in and through C3.  They have to.  Perhaps they’re trying to distract themselves from the knowledge of the history of the ministry they’re now apart of.  That’s why.  It’s justification and rationalization.  - this little girl that went to the “Bible Study” said she “felt trapped and wanted to cry…”

Honestly, I wish for these people that they would fall so in love with Christ and his mission that that would become their focus.

Of course, these handful of people will be upset that I addressed this - they will gasp as though the unthinkable has been done - someone has actually called them out and dared to reveal what they do and who they are.  They think their suppose to be able to say anything and whoever they’re slamming should just take it and say nothing.  Just remember, this post wouldn’t exist if it hadn’t been for your gossip and slander session “Bible Study.”

Finally, this pastor asked those present to pray for me that the blinders would come off and I would repent.  The blinders came off a few years ago, THAT’S WHY C3 was born!

So, everyday I thank God for this ministry, smile, and focus on what God has called us to.  I can’t wait for Sunday at C3!

It’s About Time…

Today it arrived. Barbaric Grace is finally here. We’ve been in the final stages of publishing for some time now, so it’s been a while since I’ve looked at the manuscripts. Glancing through it again today, I remembered… and was grateful. God placed us on a journey that culminated in the movement now called C3. I had no idea when I became pastor how God would move. Now, I’m eternally grateful for what God’s done, and is doing.

Don’t misunderstand - this journey was not without great cost. There are two perspectives regarding what we’ve done. Some fought the birth of C3, while many embraced it, and many more continue to do so. One of my favorite quotes I use in the book is from Abraham Lincoln, who said, “The shepherd drives the wolf from the sheep’s throat, for which the sheep thanks the shepherd as his liberator, while the wolf denounces him for the same act as the destroyer of liberty.” Yes, there were a handful of wolves, but today the sheep of C3 are flourishing and growing, as are their numbers. It has been more than worth it.

This Sunday we’ll celebrate the freedom of our nation, and the freedom to be C3 as we host a Benefit Concert for clean water for Africa. The freedom to love God and love others. The freedom to lose religion and embrace Christ. The freedom to become the church God had in mind. The freedom to live Barbaric Grace.

C3 - invest and invite like crazy! You’re making a huge difference in O-Town and beyond.

No es lo mismo hablar de toros, que estar en el redondel. (It is not the same to talk of bulls as to be in the bullring). - Old Spanish Proverb.

What the Heck Am I Doing?

Today I was thinking - which is very dangerous on a Monday! I turned down a church in another state who wanted me to consider being their pastor. Sometimes the last 5+ years have felt like trying to run a sprint with a tractor trailer chained to my back. Ministry - real ministry - is not for the coward or the faint of heart.

One question I’m asked repeatedly is this, “Why/How have you stayed?” If you don’t know the story, you can check out “Barbaric Grace” for more details - but in short pastoring has not been easy. The burdens you carry, the hurting people you minister to, the decisions that must be made that affect lives - all of this, and more… occasionally dealing with cowardly gossips and liars who will spin any story to make you look bad, knowing it’s ridiculous… So, why put up with it? Why transition a church a go through such a battle?

At times the thought of being somewhere else, anywhere else, seemed appealing. In fact, it’s humorous to me that one of the lies that flew was that I was going to somehow take a bunch of money and move to Texas when the campus sold. Are you kidding me? It wasn’t just Texas - there have been offers from churches in other states as well - Georgia, NC, TN, CO - and Texas! All of them much larger churches too. But… I’m still here, 7 months after we sold the property. I wonder if all the “investigators” and “whistle blowers” have launched their campaigns against those who lied, so they can “protect innocent people” from getting hurt? Some of the meanest people you’ll meet are in church - so learn how to help them leave!

Why have I stayed? Why did I turn down another church today? Because C3 is my life’s passion. Those who tried every deceptive means to try to stop us misunderstood a couple of things: 1. This is not a job, it’s what I was born to do. I don’t do this for a check, I do this out of a passion. 2. As Angie says, they underestimated our ability to suffer. See, if you’re not a pastor, you can’t fully understand this - but let me try to break this down. When your not in ministry and you launch character assassination against your pastor, you don’t lose much. You get to go to work, go on with life, look spiritual, say you’re doing it for “Jesus” and “new people” and “your church” - and usually no one calls you on it. But when you’re on the receiving end, in ministry, you don’t go on with other areas of your life, because ministry is your life.

So, I’ve stayed… and will stay. I spent 35 years in churches and didn’t see God move the way I’ve observed him moving the last couple of years. I can’t imagine doing anything else. The book of Acts really had it right - it would be awesome if more “church” people knew their Bibles! To those “church” people - you wonder why your antics didn’t work… you were never fighting me - and you never understood what I was fighting for. What God’s done at C3 can only be explained by his power and his moving - no human being could sustain the onslaught and survive, but God’s purposes prevail.

I’ve heard from so many pastors since this post - and many of them struggling with issues and decisions that they did not want me to address publically. Hey, would you please pray for your pastor right now!

Pastor, if you’re neck deep in “it” right now - if you’re doing what God has called you to do - what you were born to do… don’t quit! Walk through hell and on the other side you will see the life and ministry you dreamed of. If you need someone to pray with or talk with, contact me! I love pastors who have a passion to make a difference!

Dedicated To…

Tonight Angie and I went on a walk/run.  It’s the end of a long day and we finished it with just over 3 miles.  As we were running at one point I just stopped and watched her.  I didn’t stop because she was kickin’ my tail and I was dead… although that may have been the case - “I do not recall”.   I stopped to watch.  I’ve spent over 21 years watching her.  I never cease to be amazed by this woman.

The last couple of years watching her has brought both great joy and, at times, deep pain.  Transitioning a church that was all about self preservation to birth a church that’s all about loving God and loving others has caused both of us moments of unbelievable pain.  I can handle it when it’s toward me, but watching her hurt was almost unbearable at times.  Yet, in watching her even in those moments I saw a simple, yet profound faith and love for God and others.

Barbaric Grace: The Journey of a Revolution” is scheduled to be released by the publisher this month.  As I was completed the book, the editors needed the “Dedicated to…” page.  This was both the easiest part of the book to write, and the most important.  Without it, the book… the story of C3, and it’s future, would not even exist.  Here’s a glimpse:

To my bride, Angie.
What phrases could be used to thank someone
whose love and influence is beyond words?  You are the
quintessential example of true Barbaric Grace – loving God
and loving others.  For almost twenty years, your
life has taught me this.  Without you, this
journey would have been impossible.
Thank you for showing me daily that
“love wins.”
You’re the love of my life –
and we’ve only just begun.

So… I watch her.  I watch her run, I watch her live and love God, and because of her… I run.

I’m not saying that I have this all together, that I have it made. But I am well on my way, reaching out for Christ, who has so wondrously reached out for me. Friends, don’t get me wrong: By no means do I count myself an expert in all of this, but I’ve got my eye on the goal, where God is beckoning us onward—to Jesus. I’m off and running, and I’m not turning back. Philippians 3:12-14 (MSG)

“Barbaric Grace” Available

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After many months of developing (and years of living) “Barbaric Grace” is about to be released by the publisher. I believe this book will help so many pastors and church leaders - Christ-followers in general. It is the story of a revolution - the story of C3. Of course, all the story couldn’t be contained in one book, but the major principles for transition and the highlights of the process are covered. It’s an insight into not only what God’s done in and through C3, but into our thinking, strategies, obstacles and results as we led through change.

For the next few days, a “pre-release sale” is being offered. If you order your copy during this sale - the shipping and handling is free. Once the book is released (within the next month) this will no longer be offered. Also, there are a limited number of copies for this, so if you want one, order now. To check out what some leaders are saying about “Barbaric Graceclick here.

To C3 - thank you for loving God and loving others! I can’t wait for Sunday. I believe God is going to do huge stuff this weekend at C3. Join me in making it your mission to get people there! Invest and Invite!!!